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i’ve been waiting for the perfect person to come around and just sweep me off my feet. i want someone who can give me long lasting hugs and have a twinkle in their eyes when we make eye contact. i want someone i can feel the butterflies with. i’ve been waiting for someone who is able to make me laugh, but also laughs at my jokes. i’ve been waiting for someone who only flirts with me and wants to hang out with me, but at the same time has friends to hang out with the times that i hang out with mine. i want someone compatible, someone who makes me feel exceptional. it’s been a while, and i’m still waiting… but i guess, the wait is just a part of the process.
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- i’m tired of texting you or chatting you first.
- i’m tired of having to instigate conversations and trying to continue conversations after “lol” or “okay” messages.
- i’m tired of always going out of my way to see you and you don’t even care.
- i’m tired of making the effort to like you.
- i’m tired of trying.
- i’m tired of talking to someone who doesn’t want to talk to me.
- i’m tired of liking someone who likes someone else.
- i’m tired of not being wanted.
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its true. i don’t know what it is about you. maybe it’s everything you are. maybe it’s everything you’re not. maybe it’s a combination of both. but what i do know is - i can’t stop thinking about you. you’re not one of those guys that i find myself lusting for, but you’re one of those kids that i can see myself have a lot of fun and a lot of laughs with. someone that can be a great friend but i’m attracted to at the same time.
to be honest, i dont really want a relationship with you right now. i want to get to know you more. i want to be your friend. i just wanna talk to you and spend time with you. i’m not planning out the future like what my friends are doing with their crushes or whatever. i’m just taking it day by day. i like it when you talk to me. it makes me happy, and i think that’s all that matters for now :)
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all of this “official” boyfriend/girlfriend crap that high school students pressure on each other just forces us to get a boyfriend or girlfriend just for name’s sake. There are people who make up “fake” boyfriends or girlfriends just so that they stay “in the norm” with society. There are people who get boyfriends or girlfriends just because they look good together or because people say that they should be together.
But the title of a boyfriend or girlfriend shouldn’t matter if you really like them. If you guys talk and hang out a lot, that’s just as important as that title of a boyfriend or girlfriend. Don’t go out with someone because your friends pressure you guys to become “official” just for the heck of it… Do it so that you can show to the world that there is no other girl or boy that you have your eye on. There is no one else that can make you smile and feel the way you do like that other person.
Sometimes people make someone a girlfriend or boyfriend to have an insurance policy. Just so they wont hook up with someone else. You know what, it never works. They just end up cheating on the person. If you two really like each other, you will respect each other enough to not cheat on them. The title of a boyfriend or girlfriend does nothing.
And even after you guys are “official”, you feel as if you have to act a certain way just because that other person is your boyfriend or girlfriend. You HAVE to do the whole “one month” thing, etc. BUT WHY SHOULD ANYTHING CHANGE? If you guys talked and hung out one way before you went out, then why should you act any different when you DO go out? This is why “official” boyfriends or girlfriends create pressure on the individuals. The title itself scares us into acting in a way that conforms to the “boyfriend/girlfriend” standards.
Whatever. Screw that bullshit. Hang out, have fun, do what you want. If you guys go out, then you go out. If you don’t, it shouldn’t matter because he or she is still the same person if you date them or not.
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